Nic and HugoMy little boy Hugo is now 5.5 months old, and in the last week I’ve been treated to six nights with him sleeping right through the night. Hurrah! I think it’s not til you actually start to get some sleep back that you look back and wonder how you did all those night time feeds in the first place (there were definitely times when I felt totally exhausted and zombie-like, that’s for sure…. but you just keep on trucking).

My last update of motherhood with T1 was at the eight week post-birth mark. My sugars were largely under control and when people asked me how my diabetes had been post-birth, I’d smile and genuinely say “It’s been great, really steady”.

I’m a bit frustrated to say that the answer to that question at the moment would have to be “not great, unfortunately”. The last four weeks in particular have been dreadful on the sugars front, and I’m getting very over it all. My theory (and my midwife’s) is that my post-pregnancy body is starting to get itself back into the business of cranking out monthly cycles, and as a result, the hormone surges are causing all sorts of havoc with my blood sugars. I’m back to writing down blood sugars hourly and trying to make sense of it all. At the moment it’s hard to try to pinpoint any kind of pattern at all – I’m just getting random 14, 15 and 16s all over the place. I can eat the same breakfast three days running and get wildly different post-meal results. I’m spending a good amount of time feeling hazy, headachey and grumpy with all the hypers. Groan.

I’ve spoken to a couple of my pals who’ve been through T1 pregnancies and they’ve reported similar happenings. They seem to recall that this sort of thing happened to them for a month or two then they kind of got back into some sort of pattern. I really hope so, I am dreading to think what my HbA1c has crept up to – through no fault of mine, nor lack of trying.